It makes no sense, one day I feel normal and the next morning, waves of nausea hits me and I'm wondering if the food will stay down, if I'm going to vomit..?
Luckily yesterday and today I raced and put the anti nausea video/mp3 on and after a while of doing nothing, trying to keep calm, slowly breathing, the feeling passed.
It's funny how cutting people out of your life, unburdens you. Not that they are horrid but acquaintanceship is a two way thing, shouldn't both people get something out of it, not just one?
Well the top came that's good, the face washes will be redelivered this week I guess.
My earbuds broke, I think they were a few years old. It's funny the ear hook snapped but stayed around my ear, woke up and I was searching for the other half when it was behind my ear, crazy.
I saw an unbranded BX29, supposedly upto 15 hours playback, oops might have bought the wrong one.
Two seemed really similar, think I bought the BX17. Oh well, with stereo hd mic...
Hmm they all make big claims and usually fail to deliver. As long as it has a long battery life and people can hear me on the microphone, that's good.
It was just under £10 which isn't bad. It's usually mainly the Mpow brand which had a long battery life, however I'm not sure about the longevity, I think they break quickly..
Plus they were a whopping £10 more and there was no way I was paying that much.
I'm trying to be sensible and not put my wellbeing at risk, earbuds are essential but it doesn't mean I have to spend a fortune.
Today was such a pain with my vision, I had that gluey feeling, the lens were steamed up, it was hard to read and focus..
Eyedrops didn't help, I finally had to take out my lens drench them in drops and reinsert them, now I can see.
Goodness I am sore, bending to bag the groceries, cleaning, checking the post (no nasty surprises)..
And emptying the bins, oof the pain is spreading. At least I can use the heated blankie for a bit.
I wish this dryness would leave my eyes, I am using Blink eyedrops and it is doing nothing yeesh, so I keep rubbing them and making them sore, I can't help it.
Oh I worked out why The Buccaneers series was so confusing, turns out I didn't watch all of season 1, missed maybe 4 episodes..
I saw the build up of controlling manipulative behaviour from Ginny's hubby.
The nice, not nice, provoking arguments to avoid accepting blame for any wrongdoing, sickening.
Then alienating her from her family and friends by causing rifts so she has no choice but to rely on him, please him and all that nonsense.
Plus I understood the love triangle better between Nan, Guy and the Duke (what's his name)?
Originally she liked the Duke but she connected with Guy because they both shared vulnerabilities, he was grieving, she discovered a family secret..
She should have been upfront, the truth is before I marry you, I have a secret, the other truth is, I'm not sure about my feelings..
Ginny you wanted to shake and say wise up, stop being so desperate for love, attention and marriage that you can't see the disrespect for what it is.
Think before you act, because your destruction affects other people.
And I finally got the answer, though disturbing that it turned out to be, was Conchita's hubby Dick, having a fling with his nanny or was it a maternal connection?
I feel like the sickening answer, was a mixture, like she preyed upon a vulnerable child, who didn't have a lot of love and affection.
A teenager, barely a man is what? 16yrs or 18yrs? And she was probably double that, why on earth he kept her on as a nanny is beyond me..
These period dramas are so twisted lol.
