I feel very muddled. I convinced myself today was Wednesday and on the bed was the contact lens case again, where I swear I put it away..
Are there gremlins messing with me? It's lunchtime so for me brekkie time..
A beef toasty and a fishy toasty. I just downloaded some upbeat songs to my phone, so it's something fresh.
I'm not looking forward to Friday's hike, getting to the Market, with the buses only half running.
Plus knowing the morning nausea and tiredness is seeping into my pores.
But when I get home, I'll be able to relax. I haven't been promoting the blog on reddit, in words.
The links are there, that's enough for the moment but I have been getting involved in alsorts of discussions..
Lighthearted and serious and maybe by doing that, someone will be curious and check out my profile?
I'm honestly having fun though. There's more friendly interactions than I anticipated.
I just went ahead and did a grocery shop for tomorrow instead. I'm running low so it makes sense to do it sooner, rather than later.
I am feeling better but at the same time, tied in knots.. I did get some cleaning tips though.
Well one stood out to me, while you are waiting for your food to cook and are in the kitchen anyway..
Why not race to finish off a chore before the oven pings.. I guess by making it more of a game..
It feels less like an obligation. I think my brain thrives on that deadline..
I never know whether to put out half a post or not...
Eventually there are some new Iceland foods I want to try. I think beef sausage rolls..
More veggie samosas, chicken bakes and a beef and vegetable pastie pack.
But for now I'll stick to the basics and throw more things together.
Oh something I didn't want to say..
I'm not sure I will be away for Christmas this year. I am getting closer to the snapping point...
I don't know I'll see. I just have a feeling if there are anymore confrontations or things said to make me feel like garbage..
I may just ask for space.
