I feel awful with the cramps and heat, just yuck, wanting to lay down and not do anything..
But my brain is ticking away so I thought might as well get it down.
Firstly the randoms, the new one G isn't bad, interesting to talk too, about a variety of topics but one thing I find weird, he doesn't seem to shop or eat much..
Shops are all around him, so I guess he just grabs what he needs, but what if, he felt tired or injured himself lightly where it was just convenient to be at home, making a light snack..?
The couple times I've talked to him, he's just having a sandwich for dinner or nothing at all, just seems peculiar, that you'd be hungrier at the end of the day, unless he's fibbing?
And he will never double message you, if you haven't responded, sometimes I want to be chased or checked up on lol.
He did do it actually, after I had written this. I can talk about food endlessly though, it's harmless but with him, I don't think I will anymore, it's just too strange, which is disappointing.
Although I did note, as soon I mentioned the voice chat at some point, he initially agreed but that could be a reason for the quietness too...
The other random chat, I haven't really been in the mood, was also food related..
He was saying Don't eat too many carbs, it's not good for you and I thought sod off...
It's about moderation and not expecting everyone to weigh the same and only eat healthy, that's why so many people have eating disorders, other people's perceptions..
I always feel like I have to justify myself and food habits, by saying, I don't exercise, but there's been steady weightloss because I know what to do now, for my health.
So then, he sent this cringey message.... Love yourself or something and I thought you just made it worse, instead of apologising..
But for the first guy, I just want him to eat properly, so I did suggest, other light things, that don't need to be heated up in this heatwavey weather.
Oh yea turns out, I either haven't shopped with Sainsburys or it's been so long, it's disappeared.
There might not be a discount code, I saw some, but I'm sceptical if they will work.
But I still want to try them, probably £3 for delivery. They have a mud mask, lip balm and more I want to try..
Oh yea Morrison did send me 3x£12 code off my next 3x shops.
I don't know if I will use it. I miss Iceland's chicken pasta, also them bringing me sturdy bags, when It's G, delivering..
I tried the Morrison's chicken chow mein, I really liked that, small but £2 so good value and not too salty.
I was initially put off by how saucy it was but actually it had a good flavour so it blended nicely.
I forgot to rate the Linda McCartney sausage rolls, good heavens they have shrunk, tiny now.
The cooking seems hit and miss, first time I did it for 20 minutes and it seemed overcooked.
The second time, maybe 17 minutes and wildly undercooked, did it some more and still undercooked, the pastry didn't fluff up.
The taste is umm, bland, it's ok but it needs herbs.
The other nice thing is accumulating cashback from the different grocery stores, it's £10 now, which is sorely needed.
It's odd they don't give you much time to spend it, I'm waiting for the full £10 to clear and then I will add it to my balance.
I can't remember the minimum cashout, hence why I'm waiting.
My balance is just shrinking. I don't know if soon, there is enough to cover the bills each month. It's scary..
Today I feel like getting takeout but I also feel too guilty for spending..
There are 25% off deals but I'll stick with what I have at home, crackers, snacks and not much else.
The Sainsbury order is due tomorrow, so will probably post that on Monday, unless I feel like doing one tomorrow..
