Monday, 19 October 2026

#BlogLife1153 - Safety net gone..

Well the bank is withdrawing the overdraft that I had. It started with £1k and reduced to £250.

I just liked knowing it was there for me. I mean hopefully things will turn around soon with next week's deposit.

The reduction in broadband costs and the possible extra £30ish from saying my savings are gone, can't hurt..

My Chromebook is 6 years old now, how long will that last? The microwave and panini press are showing a lot of signs of wear and tear too.

Would be nice to get lucky and win replacements for these pricey items.

I don't know what to do with my hair. I have a sudden need to grow it a lil bit.

But the back is so scruffy, maybe I'll keep the front and sides long and trim the back?

Well I'm glad I trimmed the back and kept the front and sides long.

I think every so often I want a change. Why is it whenever I load blogger I forget immediately what I was going to say?

I reset the banking app which wasn't as bad as I thought and put the password somewhere else..

Because I am forgetting alsorts now. It was confirming a text code..

Putting in your customer number, pin code, pass code and then creating a new pin..

I've got £60 and 2x grocery shops at £40 each. I can only do one on Monday.

This weekend sushi... And then with my appointment pushed to Friday..

I don't know how to have the energy to shop but I need too. Goodness how do I do it with the pain and sleepiness plaguing me?

I looked at the Sam Pound shop online, apparently they have small face washes and no face masks other than peel off, no thanks.

But I think they have biscuits and noodles and sweets so ideally I can pick up things...

But I don't know how to plead with my body to do that.. Hang in there, rest won't be for a while.

Plus the schmucky bus driver isn't stopping outside my street so it's so much walking to do.

Then the fear of straining my hands carrying the bag... I really don't want to spend money...

But life goes on and I need stuff. I'll just try to rest a lot. Hit the bank, sit down, then make a deposit..

Then maybe get pakoras or browse the pound shop and then go for my uc appointment, where I'll be sitting and waiting around anyway.

I always have an idealised plan and then my body is like nope, knackered, nice try though...

The pain and tiredness doesn't end when I sit down. I'm just no longer out of breath.

Knowing me I probably miscalculated and I'll be overdrawn soon again...

I ended up not getting the sushi and doing a grocery shop instead.

I wanted that more. I couldn't get any dessert but everything was mainly in stock..

Just the smaller loaves of bread. I think I'll do the crackers with cheese this time and the mackerel/sardines in a toastie.

Hmm changed my mind ha. The fish works better with a crunch. I knew it.

I like my cheese toasties anyway.

My pmtish nausea is so weird. At times, I forget to put on the anti nausea video and I'm perfectly fine..

Other instances I have to race to play it and think, stop everything, pause the munching, listen and stay calm, don't vomit, please don't be sick.

Usually it works, other times it doesn't but it's better than anything else I've found.