#BlogLife993 - You don't have to digest this..

I haven't had m&m's or quality street in years. Good to reminisce every once in a while.

I might try those spring rolls later or something equally light, I still feel pretty full from the cheeseburger, chocolate and crisps an that was ages ago.

I'm still waiting for the blankie to go from low to high heat, it's been hours..

I was right that Bournville Cadbury bar is like hot chocolate with nuts, kinda malty, a bit like dark chocolate actually.

Really nice in small doses, but really hard, tough chocolate to bite into.

The veggy spring rolls are nice but I made the mistake of recooking to heat it up and they turned a bit soggy chewy, I hate that.

Room temperature is better, where it's still crunchy. I wonder what the chicken ones were like..

I don't really fancy the pasta today, too heavy. I like those miniscule roast potatoes instead, the size of a malteser.

So crunchy and buttery and herby with a small thin steak. Actually I'm eating more and more each day.

Having smaller meals or snacks, is easier and then I can add more if I feel like it.

As usual starting the morning with streaming tears, these contact lenses must me made from a different material as both eyes are irritated constantly throughout the day..

And for new lenses it's supposed to be so comfortable that you don't feel anything in the eye, which is how it used to be previously.

I have to remember to mention it at my next appointment but that's probably a year from now or whenever I lose a lens.

I'm getting all these sales emails, I have to look out for free delivery and discounts to stock up on face washes, which seem to finish too quickly.

Oh and probably another face mask too. I wish there was more affordable variety in the places I shop but there isn't.

Although I like the cleansing milk and new face wash, my skin is breaking out a lil bit and getting dry now.

I start off applying the milk, use the face brush with the wash and then re-moisturise with the lighter one I bought that absorbs into the skin properly and doesn't sit there heavy and oily.

Apart from those issues, my face is clear and soft. Unfortunately the cheap face creams are so greasy for my combination skin.

I hate that feeling of the lotion sitting on my face, that's why I apply it and wash it off because my skin can breathe.

And that's why every once in a while I like the expensive face moisturisers, although knowing me, I try to get a discount ha.

Yesterday I realised why I no longer buy the miniature chocolate boxes, aside from them being 3x times as expensive as the regular size..

It's really easy to just graze and eat a handful like it's nothing lol. I don't regret buying it, I'm liking it a lot.

And I don't feel I treat myself that much so it's delightful. Something else that crossed my mind yesterday..

When I was living at home, I felt a lil pressured to eat everything off my plate even though I was full..

You're not supposed to waste food, to be grateful you can afford it in the first place.

But when I started living alone, eventually I stopped doing that because I no longer had that horrible overstuffed bloated feeling and that was better, even if it's just a tiny bit left, it's not necessary to finish it.

And that really put me in tune with my hunger needs, eat when hungry stop when full.

So I stopped the late night snacking when I wasn't even hungry and when I went to bed, I didn't have that uncomfortable feeling, like I needed an antacid.

I used to take that or milk of magnesia a lot, so much indigestion back then.

And now I use binaural beats video but less for bloating and more for nausea.