#BlogLife1156 - Shopping with no balance and no stamina...

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow's uc appointment, but when am I ever happy about them?

Hopefully it's quick and straightforward and no eye rolls or disrespectful tone.

I wonder if many stalls will be out? In December when the buses are running I want to look out for the slipper stall, nice high quality footwear for probably £5-£9..

I wonder if the food stall will return with chicken samosas, pakoras, wraps and spring rolls?

I have never gotten an upset tummy with that. Or I could go into Kebabish for the pakoras..

I think I said Sam's Pound store has the face wash and moisturisers.

It's the aloe vera kind, which I loathe. It doesn't help my skin in face products but the pure stuff is good for burns and cuts.

I cannot afford to be picky now. There is another beauty store. I never know the name but that sells alsorts but usually a high price.

Plus of course my favourite international shop which has various sweet and savoury treats and household items too..

Ahh I had a look at my bank balance. I'm not overdrawn. There is the tax bill left and that will cover it with £4 left.

I definitely need to make a deposit tomorrow so I can buy groceries. 

Although I still have supplies to last the weekend. I just need sugary treats desperately.

It's been tough with no dessert this week. I should plan a minimal shopping route.

Everything can mostly wait, except food and snacks and the bank. I think that's it really.

I have to get my brows done and a pedicure but that's December's issue.

Please give me some energy for tomorrow and let me sleep well so I feel rested.

If I can manage to shop first, sit and get my breath back at the bank, then make a deposit and then rest at the uc appointment, that will be a lot more bearable..

But again it all depends if I can stay upright, or will I feel my legs will give way???

Plus I need the energy to walk halfway home, that's a lot rougher carrying bags.

I'll be gutted if I only manage to go to the bank but I can't argue with my body, if it's at full capacity and can't manage anymore, I'll accept it.

Everything is close by en route to the uc. It's not far at all but that tiredness is a killer.

I don't feel safe feeling faint. Who knows what would happen if I just collapsed outdoors?

Would I be helped or left? I don't even know if I should stop the bus before I get home as that nasty driver refuses to halt and the next stop is quite far...

I could always grab food, wait for the alternative bus, see if they stop at my home and do it that way...

Ugh nothing appeals to me. I really don't know how to comfort myself and say....

You have it in you to walk and get home safely..