Monday, 26 May 2025

#BlogLife882 - It's not how you look but how you feel..

That's not bad, the Iceland shop just arrived and I unpacked it and thought I would make an early breakfast but actually I don't feel hungry as of yet, so I grabbed some hula hoops instead ha.

I had an Android update for my A16 Samsung but no version 15 yet but apparently soon.

I enjoyed the salmon pasta from Zoom so much that I bought some more, this said lightly smoked but is the real version of salmon, the fillet variety, I hate the thin stuff, yuck.

I don't know what I'll do with it, probably add it to some sandwiches as I have half a loaf of bread left and not sure what to pair with it.

I got into yet another new show Code of Silence about a deaf woman who reads lips and ends up helping the cops but she get's over involved.

I know I shouldn't compare it to Sight Unseen as she is an actual detective who is blind but I can't help it as the main character in Code of Silence is so much more likeable ha.

Ugh this weekend is up and down because I have so much breast pain and cramps and nausea.

I think I will get another period soon, it's the only thing that explains it. I feel icky.

Ugh Twitter is acting up, it's not loading properly so I will leave it for a while but I was just wondering about something.

I'm a very ordinary person, the opposite to a celebrity but how do you feel when the lead people starring in a show or movie, like your tweets?

It's only happened to me twice and I go to their profile assuming it's a doppelganger fan page but it wasn't.

I'm chuffed but the cynical side of me thinks it's probably just their assistant reading out tweets they were mentioned in and not them personally acknowledging it.

My first instinct is to thank them and then I feel like I would be bothering them, I mean who am? A mediocre person.

I just find it entertaining to talk about films or tv shows because it generally relaxes me. It's escapism from real life heartaches.

By the way I've finished Code of Silence and highly recommend it, it wasn't too predictable, lots of action and giggles.

It's not often you see people with disabilities in the main role. In one sense it's don't underestimate us and in another sense it's could/should I be doing more?

Then the guilt washes over me and the pain rears it's ugly head. I feel useless most of the time anyway.

I guess in my case, people assume I'm faking or exaggerating the symptoms and I only I know the truth about my daily struggles.

The physical and mental toll. The inner peace I get from distancing myself away from others.

Talking of which I stayed away from chat for a few weeks while I was recuperating but last night it was too early to sleep so I popped on looking for one person JR.

And actually the first thing he said made me laugh instantly. Omg, you're alive? Ha, he is such a ham!!

So we had a mini update and then he had an early night so excused himself, I was glad because I was tired too.

He's a fly by night, not interested in a deeper connection, hasn't asked for email or a number, which tells me he's probably not as single as he makes out.

He is after all a J and those are dubious, every one of those, ha! But until I know for sure, we'll keep chatting.

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