#BlgLife931 - Neighbours taking the wotsit again!!

Ugh once more I'm disgusted with the neighbours, now they're blocking my path and any visitors, parking their 2x bikes and a scooter, right outside my door.

WTF is wrong with you? You have your own homes, your own places, yet, you're taking the mickey and restricting my path??

Once I have to go out for real all that crap is getting moved and I don't give a **** if it falls.

Why are people so nasty??? I don't get it, I really try my best to be respectful and courteous to others.

I fail to get the same in return! The iceland shop came and even he was struggling to hand me the shopping which is ridiculous.

The bikes kept falling over and I said Leave it, it isn't my stuff. Unfortunately they were out of tissues, not even a substitution so did a mini Zoom shop and they were practically the same price 2 for 1 offer.

I remembered to get some soups, trying a bunch. Marks & Spencer's cream of chicken for 95p, a tin.

Heinz chicken and mushroom, £1.70 but I think there was an offer, buy 2 get 1 free.

I hope it doesn't have mushroom pieces, I just like the flavour, not the texture.

Plus I saw a Kabuto chilli chicken ramen noodles maybe because I'm fluey I feel like a spice kick, I'm hoping it's mild ha.

I think the bedlinen is out for delivery again today, we'll see if they bother to hand it over.

Gosh I want to relax and I have all that course crap to read...

Forget to mention as part of Zoom's fiver lunch menu, sandwich, snack and drink..

I saw Graze had a new option, peanut butter flapjacks, just 3 minis in a tiny pack.

More on the healthy side, I was tempted by snickers or m&m's but actually I like oaty stuff.

It's not sweet, faint flavours, it just tastes a lil sugary with oats lol, that second one had a peanuty aftertaste which is nice.

I think I may have only tried the lemon drizzle which was much stronger and tasty, I think I liked it.

I'm not sure what my preference is, they are both different. Convenient though when you're peckish.

Just two of those bites and the chicken samosa has filled me up.

I'm also washing it down with Sunny D, not my favourite, it's alright, I needed some vitamin c.

Oh that's what I forgot to order with Zoom, I was going to get the clementine juice, oh well.

Yesterday because the electric toothbrush was dying, I was charging it and thought the fans would be ok..

It died at night and the humidity was awful. I was so uncomfy I didn't really sleep that much.

I feel extra drained. Mu brain won't let me rest. Right finished the induction on the course, it's really slow and buggy.

I had to do an English and Maths test, I feel like such a dummy.

I scored just over 50% on both and I thought I was good at English, yikes.

It's not registering I've done it, either at the weekend or Monday I'll have another look.

Today Monday, there's a definite improvement, no sneezing, runny nose but lots of headaches and still stuffy with that extra exhaustion draining me.

I'm glad the home remedies were effective, orange juice, peppermint essential oil, binaural beats videos and lots of rest.

But my brain is still struggling to focus, one minute I remember then forget.

For some reason I'm really struggling to read, my eyes had gone watery and blurry.

I did the protein tablet last night on my lens and it has helped but also I just saw an option to make the text on my phone bold and larger.

I feel so incapable sometimes but it's life, I'm aging and my eyesight has always struggled.

Argh just got an email from the course about extra support because of my Maths and English scores but actually I'm realising it's because I also stated I have severe health conditions.

I'm embarrassed because I feel that reinforces my belief I am not smart enough but I'm going to try and look at it in a positive way.

So what if I need extra support and maybe extensions? It's not a crime, some require more help than others.

I know if I pass this counselling course I'll be really proud of myself and although I feel stretched thin, I'm telling myself, one thing at a time.

The volunteering is getting easier but also really weird. I forgot about that element.

I give people the benefit of the doubt, unless there are lies but it's probably not someone I would speak to again.

I think that's it, Oh and the twit neighbours did move one or two things away so I could walk but honestly I'm still vex.

You don't do that to someone. What if there is a fire and my path is restricted and time is of the essence?

I'm thinking of reporting it as anti social behaviour as I'm sick of putting up with all of it.

Since I've moved in.... Post has been stolen, dog crap outside my door, neighbours buzzing my number to get let them in, up to 2/3am...

Balls bouncing hard against my windows so loudly I think they'll smash.

Blocking my path with bikes/scooter clutter. Welcome mat theft.

And probably other things like banging on my walls if I make the tiniest noises, yet they can have loud domestics and slam the doors loudly and honk cars anytime of the day or night.

Sod off!