#BlogLife921 - Inside out stress

I'm a lil frazzled, I got a text to say they made me another surveyor appointment next Friday, ugh strangers in my home, unsettling.

I'm going to try not to focus on it. I got ready for the Iceland guy and it turns out the top is inside out, I don't think he noticed as I had the robe on on top of it.

Then for some reason I changed back into house clothes and forgot to take the bins out.

Worry seems to make my brain stop. At first I was a lil irked, sometimes when supermarkets have special offers, they don't fulfill it and claim to be out of stock.

The cut up melons were buy 2 get 1 free but I did get it, actually the other fruits are still 3 for £5 so I'll get that next time.

The melons ending up being 3 for £3, having them chopped is pricier but it means I can limit holding a knife for too long.

The chronic pain is just ever increasing doing minimal tasks so I have to be conscious and not over exert them.

It's hard to function when the pain is intensely throbbing and I don't take painkillers so I just have to deal with it, as best I can.

You know what's strange? I hate cooking, heating up, whatever it is, I get bored waiting as normally I am starving at this point.

I've been busy writing and have lost track of time. My stomach is grumbling for food but I don't feel hungry yet, soon though as it's nearly 12pm.

I try to live by that, eat when hungry, stop when full philosophy. Good on you, if you can have set mealtimes, even on the weekends, I'm famished at different times.

Anyway I cooked the cheese and broccoli pasta for exactly 7 minutes and for once it turned out perfectly, every single noodle was just right.

I tried the same with the tomato and herb pasta....... Umm, I think I deserve an award because it seemed burnt and undercooked at the same time.

I put in the same amount of water, ha and it was a disaster. Strange.

I bought a chicken and mushroom one to change it up. Heaven knows how that will turn out....

(Cooking wise it was fine but because I added so much water, the flavour in half of it disappeared so it was a lil bland).

Maybe that's why I prefer sandwiches, there is sometimes no cooking involved and it's just immediate and simple.

I can't remember if I bought this and hated it but I'm making a note now.

I got the My Protein sticky honey, ginger and sesame chicken with rice (£4) for a tiny portion but it sounds delicious.

I love ginger, now I'll add to this once I've tried it and will know whether or not to get it again.

I don't know if it's me but it's like they've made the pasta packets the same size but smaller portions.

Or maybe the pasta itself is smaller, I used to struggle to eat a whole packet and now I still feel peckish afterwards.

Forget to mention about the Willow fake butter, as it's wrapped in paper I was a lil worried it would melt all over or be hard to spread.

It pretty much stays in shape when it's refrigerated back and it's easy enough to spread, that was also my concern.

I would be tempted to get it again but would probably look for another one that is even less calories, it just seems way too creamy and delicious ha.

The My Protein meal also has broccoli and green beans. At first glance, it just looks white, dry, dull, without much chicken..

But then you mix it up and see actually there is big clumps of chicken and a yellow sauce underneath, must be the honey.

It's actually quite flavourful, not too sweet, needed lots more ginger, that was too mild but it's pretty good.

The broccoli had an ever so slight tartness so with the honey, it balanced each other out.

Yea I would get it again, needs a lot more rice but it was worth it.