#BlogLife889 - No chance of productivity today

I got back not too long ago from a drizzly day out with Mama, we went for pedicures and they were kinda busy so did a separate rush job for us both, but it was still good.

Except that I just felt this crippling nausea making me weak today. All I really wanted to do was lie back down and rest but I forced myself to get ready and it was worth it.

I remembered to hand over the earrings I got free and I gave her some nutty truffles as I have loads left.

Then she bought jalebis (syrupy sweet indian dessert) and veggy pakoras that were supposed to be fresh as they claimed to have run out but these were overcooked slightly, a bit stale as though cooked in the morning, hmm, strange, still good though.

I can't seem to stomach anything at the moment.

Afterwards when we went for lunch I wasn't hungry and I knew I would pack the majority to go so I did something different and ordered chunky chips and an egg burger.

I munched a bit and the Appletiser really helped with the sickness but I couldn't face anymore, they must think I'm so odd, to keep ordering plates of food and not be able to finish even half, sometimes not even a quarter..

But that's how it is with me, outdoors a really small appetite, indoors, normal.

And I can't force myself to munch more, very bad for my digestion.

It's nearly 3pmish which is now my new eating time for some reason but I'm going to wait an hour or so until I feel the hunger pangs.

Ideally I would like to tidy up more but I'm far too shattered to move.

I spent the last of my energy getting the ice bottle out of the freezer and putting the food away, there's no way I can do anything else. 

It's weird that I really enjoyed the chair massage, my body relaxed and I closed my eyes for some of it, to just try and forget the sickiness, so my muscles untensed.

I also did some deep breathing and that was beneficial as I just felt so awful and shaky, I had to hold on to the chair and walls to steady myself.

But as soon as I got home, I felt sore, tired and just painfully raw.

Hours later it's a bit improved but I'm not going to exert myself, that's for tomorrow.