Gosh it's hard to think straight. I don't think I'll be able to post today (Thursday).
This heatwave is sapping me of thoughts, energy, motivation.. It's just hard to sleep, even without the duvet on me.
One thing irritating me is that because the beautician always insists on wax and threading, my eyes are cut up to shreds.
Scarred from bleeding and still a tiny bit tender. If you're too lazy to pluck, then don't I really wish they wouldn't thread.
I feel like someone is taking a hacksaw to my eyes, hold, still, stop squirming while I massacre you. Ugh!
Always I say, wax, no threading and they nod, Yes we got it, and next minute, thread me.
Almost makes me want to shout, No threading means wax only, I'd like to leave without bleeding, without my skin being damaged.
Getting my brows done is supposed to be a treat. I want them to look nice, not bruised.
Ohhh I knew it, I called it, my instincts were spot on! A has been masquerading from someone I blocked.
He is actually HM, the one that only cared about himself and how did I find out?
He asked me to call him and as I was typing in the number it showed up on from my history.
I scoured my notes and low and behold, it was HM, we had a call, maybe at the end of March, ridiculous.
So I calmly confronted him and did he confess, apologise and admit he deceived me like a grown up?
Well? Of course not, he lieddddddd. He said Ohh I haven't used that name in years, how do you remember it??
The fool pmmed me under that name a few weeks ago, or sooner than that.
See this proves he's manipulative and a phony. I can't stand liars.
If that was me, I would have made a joke and said Oops busted, I missed your company and wanted another chance.
But Noooo he couldn't do that, so now he's blocked on the phone and I we will not be talking to him any longer on chat.
He's not taking it well, keeps pmming me, Did I explain? Nope. I want him to hate me and bother someone else and secondly..
I don't see the point, he's already denying it. He will continue lying and later masquerade as yet someone else Zzz..
It kinda makes me laugh, his whole attitude before we parted was, it's my way or the highway but then he knew I didn't tolerate that.
So he softened his approach, changed his name and pretended to be all sweet and caring but it's bs.
I think I was waiting for an excuse to block him. He's fine-ish but he asks me nothing about myself.
I mean I know I hate personal questions but over time, it's gets easier to answer them, so although we've talked for a while, it's all superficial and that's his thing, flirt flirt flirt but not connect.
Plus he has kids, doesn't live locally and is a compulsive liar, three strikes, you're out!
And I was gonna be reckless and not withold my number and a voice said.....Umm You sure you wanna do that?
As soon as I saw his number wasn't new, I just did the 141, well actually it was already there.
If you can't be bothered with the pesky truth, move along, move right along....
On to today. Oh my stomach hurts, the nausea comes and goes but it just makes me dizzy, the sodding heat doesn't help.
I was running royally late, I just couldn't seem to stand, I was retching as though I was gonna vomit but I didn't.
Ick, so I just went to the library, typed in the wrong details as I was flustered, waited for the idiotic text code, twice..
Then I forgot how you print ha, so the nice assistant helped me, £1/60 for 4 copies, all done, oof, it used to be maybe 5p per printout? Yeesh.
I would like to lay down and sleep but not tired enough, that Twit gave me another 9am appointment, God I hate him!
Anyway while I was at the library he called and said Can you do a phone appointment, he couldn't wait 5 minutes for me to get there...
I didn't really hear him, so ignored that until he said it again, so I didn't bother going to the Jobby after all.
Actually it would have been longer lol and I could barely hear him, he was devastated that the course didn't accept me.
Bahahaha!!!! He wants the bloody email, You can have it, you tit! Why take my word for it??!
I got the printouts in my bag only for the zipper to break, so I now need a new crossbody handbag, I love that style plus I cannot grip with my hand for a prolonged time so that's better for the pain management.
I am just waiting for brekkie, the egg and chicken rasher muffin, lush and some apple juice.
I'm going to window shop in maybe Amazon's site as I think they sent me a coupon.
You know something else that I thought of, If DWP wasn't such a Witch about harassing me for 9 months, they would have got all of the Paypal balance but because of spite, now when the huge fine comes in, they'll get less.
I hope it's been worth it, abusing me for all this time. If she does have bosses, I hope they throw the book at her!!
Crikey, I just struggled to stand up to get to the door but lovely food is here and I hope it settles my tum, please please please.
I hope your day is a lot calmer :)
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