#BlogLife887 - What is best because either way I'm lost..?

Ooh I bought some cheese and spring onion quiches from Iceland and this time cooked it for maybe 18 minutes, last time I undercooked it, maybe it only needed 15 but actually it's great.

Nothing compares to the school dinner ones. Soft bubbly egg and cheese, it was so light. I've never seen that recreated anywhere else.

Not good for the breath though. They are tiny but tasty. I'm glad I tried it again for something out of the ordinary.

I'm beginning to wonder if the Jobby get's kickbacks for every course they refer people onto.

They are mighty insistent and I don't think it's for my benefit, I think there is a financial reason for it, I could be wrong, I am a cynic after all but he's being wayy too pushy.

The other thing following on from the last post is that yes, sending pictures of myself is hard but at least once in a blue moon I do it.

Whereas I don't get one in return, frankly I don't want one but at the same time, I can't help but think of them as cowards.

I've revealed myself and you can't do the same? What does that say about you? Chickeny much?

And as suspected, there's been no further emails so my hunch was right, he's clearly moved on.

The rest of the randoms are acting weird too.

One called T.I and I had an interesting long chat but today he's moody and sullen.

Why even message me?? Then another one changed his name, acted nice and then turned aggressively insulting..

What is the point trawling for arguments?

I just blocked and didn't engage pfft, silly human.

The only one that was regular was believe it or not, the male version of me.

He's SS, ha I never put that together until tonight.

He's not a people person either, has trouble sleeping too and can talk about anything.

He even offers me an ear if I want too.

Part of me is tempted to tell someone everything and the rest is shaking my head.

Either they won't get it, won't sympathise or they'll be judgemental. 

I got to tidy up for Thursdays appointment. Ugh, dreading it.

I'm not even sure if the pedicure is still on next week, Mama hasn't confirmed and I'm too stressed to chase it up.

Something else that just sprang to mind is that before when UC was covering my expenses, they must have checked with the landlord to make sure it was correct and they still covered the service charge.

Now suddenly they aren't and it's because of the savings. I don't want to be frivolous but as I suspected, they will cover me, only I'm destitute and I'm hesitant to use up everything.

Damned if I do, damned if I don't. Just to finish off, I saw T.I and he behaved normally.

Men are so strange creatures. It was a bit different actually he was telling me more personal stuff and I appreciated that, I'm not sure I believe it all.

The randoms lie so easily about the big and lil things, it's confusing so I listen out for clues and inconsistencies and that usually tells me the truth.

The pedicure is on for tomorrow, just me and Mama as her friend is under the weather unfortunately.

It's anyone's guess if we'll get the veggy pakoras, I guess it depends if they are in a selling mood, so odd, they are always resistant to make a sale.