#BlogLife1037 - Things you should or wish you could say to people and they would accept it completely..

I hate repeating myself, it makes me feel unheard so when I say No thanks or not at this time, why must you repeatedly ask 5 minutes later?

Don't direct personal questions at me. I know you're trying to get to know me but it takes me a long time to warm up and share, so give me time please, thank you.

Don't ask me for my messengers or social media, I barely use any and the lil I do have is not going to be given out.

Don't insult or disrespect me and follow it up with just joking.. If you had the mindset to try and knock my confidence, so that I'd settle for you, your friendship/acquaintanceship/relationship, think again and be prepared for my biting retort, it will sting, it will be personal but you started it :)

For once I want to be totally self indulgent and not feel guilty. Today, I don't want to support you, listen, solve your problems and drain myself. I want to be the one who gets offered all this, without conditions or a time frame, the same way I am there for you!

I'm not an animal lover that doesn't make me soulless. I had such a traumatic experience when I was lil, I don't even remember it but in person an irrational fear takes over, on television, I quite adore sharks :)

Don't ask me how I am, if you don't want to hear the real answer, it's not always flowery.

I'm not a touchy-feely person, just because I don't enjoy hugs doesn't make me weird.

Just because I'm not smiling, it doesn't mean I'm unhappy, I'm just not the type to be grinning nonstop.

When younger guys call me mature, I want to vomit. Older guys never mention age and besides I'm the least mature person out there.

Lastly, I'm sick, it won't get better. I'm constantly stressed, this consumes me and taking care of myself is my priority. I don't have the energy to invite anyone else in.

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Ha that's pretty funny, this post got removed by a moderator on 7 Cups, good job I always have a backup draft and will still post it here.

Apparently one violated the terms and conditions, not sure how I did that by speaking my mind and other questionable posts remain but I'm not fussed as yet.

If it happens again, then I'll be really ticked off.

The more I think about it though, the more it speaks volumes about a site that doesn't support it's volunteers.

Are we supposed to be robots that are happy 24-7 subjected to all sorts of creepy messages?

What's wrong with telling the truth about how you're feeling?

I got home not long ago, the receptionist and advisor didn't insult me at the UC appointment, wow that's a change from being mocked for being long term ill

No fuss about not getting upstairs or that sometimes I'm a bit slow to get up and walk, quite smiley actually.

So it was short and now just waiting for the Asda order, I hoped as it was early, it would arrive quicker.

But apparently it's an hour, well 30 minutes now. It's so funny when you compare prices and see that a triple wrap is the same as a double, so might as well get extra chicken lol.

I'm not sure how the butter chicken samosas/spring rolls will taste, will they be spicy? Underseasoned?

The skinny crunch cereal bars in mint and the other in orange will be fun to try.

Plus I got some chicken pasta, a cheeseburger and some coffee cake, I don't know if I'm hungry or not, I just want options for later on.

With my £7 discount, it was £16, including the £1.50 delivery, and the £2.70 bag fee/service charge..

Oh and I finally started my monthly, so that explains the heavy bloating, up and down appetite, lack of sleep and general discomfort.

I didn't feel like popping anywhere. Kebabish was closed and the international store was open but I just wanted to get home and relax.

Why are phones so weird? I looked at it and it switched on aeroplane mode again, why does it randomly do that??

I can't wait to change after the delivery person comes and goes.