I'm not really here. The cramps are atrocious. I can barely stand. I don't feel like doing anything so I've done the UC stuff and had to do a mini top up shop.
Why do I only realise I need stuff when the voucher's expired? And why do I miss out on a crucial item? Ugh.
Anyway jotting down some notes before I forget but I'm not pressurising myself to publish because frankly I don't feel like it!
I'm hoping the fresh orange juice with bits help my tum, it's pretty nice, kinda pricey £2.46 for 1 litre but I need something to work, the pain is nonstop.
Damnit, I could have looked for soup, grr, I'm craving that and I didn't get the baby wipes.
The page was so laggy and buggy though I think it took an hour to place the Asda order and just under 1hr30minutes to arrive.
I just got some shortbread for the sugary cravings and crisps. Actually I've just noticed something, usually I'm breaking out but not this time.
My skin is just dry and I suspect the Blink eyedrops are part of the reason my face is drying out, yeesh, such toxic chemicals they must use.
I got into it with one of the randoms JB lol, I know I know, he's a J, but they seem to be drawn to me, what can I do??
He seemed fine at first and I assumed most of what he said was him joking but yesterday he just pushed me to the limit and I snapped.
Because of pmt and hormones, I don't always want a cutesy flirty chat and I guess that's the real test, if they can have a normal chitchat about life....
Most cannot, you say something innocent and it's twisted around ugh...
Anyway so I said to him, Can we just have a normal chat and I already mentioned from the last time, I was not feeling well..
So you'd think he'd be understanding and compassionate because when he said he was stressed, I said Do you want to talk about it?
But as soon as I said, Can it just be routine, he went nuts ha!!
Oh you're no angel, you chat to other guys.... So I said And? I'm single, I'm free. I can do or say whatever I want, there is no ring on my finger.....
But he just went on and on. Finally I just said, You could have spent this time getting to know me but you're just a bad listener who hears what he wants too.
Why can't the randoms have some substance to them? So time to find a temporary new random to chitchat with....
Ohh and the thing that weirded me out the most..... It was like he implied he logged on with different names, just to see my reaction....
Ick because before that, he was like Yea I don't care you chat to others. Weirdness overload!
Anyway that's randoms for you, they can never just relax, it's like you are their instant property.
I Caveman, You my woman. You not talky, looky, grunty at other cavemen.... lol.
