You might have people in your corner, you might not. Perhaps you can't be yourself or fully share how you feel..
I felt mostly abnormal because I didn't fit anywhere and trying to explain that to people, who have no concept of being alienated is just taxing because they've never experienced it.
Make more of an effort is the typical response..... What if you try that and still don't get anything from anyone?
So what I've learned is to be my own bestie and entertain myself with stories, writing, movies, music, volunteering, shopping, pampering..
Oh and course gaming, can't forget that lil fun stress buster :)
I've learned to have fun solo and enjoy my own wacky company and I wish more people would do that instead of latching on to the wrong people or relying on them so much, it's their entire world..
Not nice to suffocate people. Don't do that please. Be whoever you are, popular or unpopular and accept it for what it is.
I was just thinking, the upside to watching an unsatisfying show or movie, is that it spurs me on to write my own.
Not that I'm immensely talented but at least it's simpler and brings me happiness with a somewhat proper ending, depending if I feel accomplished that day..
I'm currently watching Benson, the spin off from Soap, the original sassy employee, ha, silly, but fun.
What always continues to surprise me about binaural beats healing sounds is that, the repair is not always straight away.
Yesterday or maybe the whole weekend, my hands were really tender and painful, I didn't do much except typing and carrying the shopping.
I had binaural beats playing in the background for hours and the discomfort was still there, but I woke up today and they felt so much better.
Typing is still a bit painful, but nowhere near as bad as it was before.
It's probably strange and unlikely to some but sometimes quirky ways help naturally to make you feel better :)
I still feel wrecked today. I slept a bit, but struggled again, I just couldn't get comfy.
My legs and back are hurting a bit. I've got the blankie on but it's going off and on, which isn't helping the pain.
I've got cramps too, the same as yesterday, they stopped briefly and resumed ugh.
And now it's so warm I had to take out the fan, I should switch off the blankie, but I'm so sore...
The drinks are getting warm too fast.. Let's have a nice big rainstorm for the rest of the week please, thanks :)
