Ugh I still have leftovers but I can't move at present so ordered sushi with the birthday money, I needed a special drink too..
My left arm is dead and I wasn't carrying shopping, the bus stop outside on both sides are closed.
Had to walk to the next one, heavily delayed, then half way through, Oh we stopping here, ffs..
Still struggling to breathe normally, just the art of putting on the charger killed me.
I will get up only when the sushi gets here, the hand roll is extra nice and not sure if I've tried honey and garlic korean fried chicken..
Weird the 25% off closest branch didn't accept cash, the one a town away, did but only 20% off.
So I barely got to the uc appointment, couldn't stop to rest 15mins late, which means, probably 25 min walk..
In which by the time I got there swaying so badly, my legs wanted to give way.
I couldn't help it, the excessive sun, pain, exhaustion, dizziness made me burst into tears..
I didn't want them to mark me as absent and withold a payment, so no groceries or bills could be paid and ordered..
In the end ignored me for what 15-30 mins, just gave me my next appointment - in person..
Bastards, they could see, it took me 2x tries to get up from the chair, my legs stopped functioning and still no phone appointment....
And it's happening until possibly the end of August or December, didn't really make sense, I didn't get the blurb...
He said I could jot a journal note and request a phone one, but I bet that's limited to one, dickheads.....
Oh and I should register I'm long term ill, they know, asshole, they don't give a shit!!!!!!!
Thank heavens, nothing to do, today. I don't have it in me!
I was looking forward to browsing or picking up snacks but I can't do that now, which is a shame..
Maybe no more shopping until next year if they extend the roadworks? Ugh!!
My poor body :(
Mama or Mama's friend also gave me bath crystals or was it part of the Cath Kidson giftset? I don't recall..
They are laughingly pungent, so what I might do for the majority of them, is chuck them in with the washing, use it as a scent booster, we'll see..
They dissolved fast and I didn't notice the scent on me, just the usual bath soak, ahh think that's my last red one..
It's Monday morning now, I was writing all weekend for this week's posts.
I was hoping to feel better, I am sleeping but this excessive depleted energy is affecting me profusely.
It just takes ages to get up and stand, the dizziness hits, I fall back down and it just seems exhausting, to go to the kitchen and be on my feet.
I want to get on and do things but in this state, it's a disaster, I'll make myself weaker.
I guess I'll wait for it to pass. My recovery time is getting longer and longer.
I'll have to stop and rest, where possible on the way to my next uc appointment, screw it, if I'm late, my health takes priority.
I can not be in that state again, where my legs want to give up and I just want to pass out.
I'll give myself a couple minutes on the benches, recuperate for a bit and then get up.
I prefer just hurrying to get to the destination but that's not working for me.
The pain, tiredness and the sun is not a good combination. I'm dreading it.
