https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6mdRv0ZdR8&list=WL&index=85
I know I haven't done a song of the day for ages and I found this by accident, I used to play this over and over for the beat.
A very old song that I forgot about and now added to my playlist on the phone.
There are so many songs I loved and cannot remember the names of them.
Anyway spoke to Mama about the chocolates and she confirmed it, overly bitter and not sweet really and we both like the occasional premium chocolate treat so when we indulge, we want to savour and enjoy it.
Fun Iceland has some new items to try soy and ginger sticky chicken pieces, which sounds nice £4 for a 400g bag, we'll see..
Then finally Chicago Town has a bbq chicken and veggie pizza, maybe they read my chicken lovers idea post, ha, as if :D
£1.75 for 2x minis is good value, cheese, green and red peppers and chicken, fun and no corn, woop.
I'll be surprised if they are in stock by the weekend when I do my shop.
BT keeps calling me but I don't know if it's really them or spam so I've been avoiding it and I have too much to do anyway.
I'll eventually call them up. It's nearly 11am and my appointment was for 10am.
I was there on time for the cv workshop farce. Oh just before that I printed out 3 pages and was charged £3.56 by Ryman's..
What the hell is that about? £1ish per printout??? It was black and white, not gold coloured..
I suspect I was ripped off a tad. Last time it was.. Forget it I can't find it but there is no way it was that much.
Do I have Exploit me and treat me like crap tattooed on my forehead??
Anyway, he did all the printouts except my cv, I've no idea why he didn't do that, yeesh the things I have to do because the library assistants suck!!!
So I didn't bother to wash my hair, I was up early, maybe a few hours of sleep..
And I try to register with the reception bit that I'm here and I'm told it's upstairs.......
My advisor knows full well I have disabilities but he doesn't respect me and seem to think I'm being a lying prima donna.......
I suspect he wants to get me in trouble. Congratulations you sorry excuse for a human being, mission accomplished.
I'll probably get sanctioned for failure to attend. Stairs make me dizzy, and it aggravates my condition, I feel like my insides are tearing.
So I said I can't do the stairs, there are computers downstairs, (I assumed someone would work with me on that).. there is also working lift, they do not let anyone use.
There is about half a dozen security guards doing nothing at all.....
If it's a safety thing, transport, one person at a time, you absolute dickheads!!!
Anyway, the advice was to write a message in my journal to say I can't manage the stairs because of my condition.
(That the schmuck is well aware about)!!! I can see him reporting me spitefully.
Ugh I was supposed to hand over the printouts to him as well. I didn't even pop in to get some snacks I am so peeved!
How is this world so nasty??? I have bills to pay and they'll probably stop my payments for a few months....
I do what I can and I not putting my health and safety at risk. Last time the pain was so bad I could barely walk.
My entire body stiffened up. I can't believe the prejudice. As usual I will update you on what happens next.
I am tired and sore and have lost my appetite, that's nothing new..
