So because the weather has changed, I can use blankie again. Even though the pain is gone mostly..
It really helps to soothe my body but the only downside to it, it makes me so sleepy so by 8pmish, I found it so hard to keep my eyes open.
I'm not sure if I'll use it today, because I have to put the boiler on for about an hour, to keep it working..
It's 11amish but not hungry yet. I can't stop yawning. I think I had a succession of dreams that I don't remember but it felt like I was awake..
It's a very weird feeling and it just doesn't make me feel properly rested.
Dreamless nights are so much better for me. The brain needs to switch off.
Typical Just Eat sent me a £10 voucher, then an £8 one but I can't use them. Sensibleness now.
Ha! Why are the randoms so weird? RL returned after a 3x day ghost. Perhaps too soon to block, but seems a lifetime..
They all say the same, yea I was chatting to you normally, but you weren't, my replies were ignored or unread..
I can't recall which.. Anyway so we resumed, not on messenger because I give a chance, but if you ignore me, then, I'm going to uninstall it..
But then he decided to talk at me and flood me with information, I was so put off by that....
Literally read like a personal advert, name, age, hobbies. I kid you not!!
Why would you do that??? So I said this is not chatting organically..
I felt like I was on a damn dating app, not a chatroom..... Yeesh!
He said I was trying to familiarise you but nevermind take care lol.
Do men not think about what impression they give to others? It's just too much.
Another random, every sentence was innuendo...... My heavens.....
Seriously, why?? After a few minutes of realising, he had no substance, I just said, It's pretty pathetic that's all you can talk about and blocked him.
Then lastly L said I'm not giving up, which made me laugh... I could have sent a mean reply about him being gutless but I don't want to encourage chatting, so I just left it.
I'm mostly finding if I want an earthy chat, mainly women on the volunteering site are posting about important topics.....
What get's you through hard days?
How do you cope with burnout?
Compared to male questions.... What do you look like? What's your best feature? Where do you live?
Pfffft, ignore, ignore, ignore!
Well I did it. I found out how to update my profile on Cups and amended it to I'm not taking on any chats.
I like the Listener status of being able to message friends privately, but listening to members repeatedly behave disgustingly towards me is not acceptable at all.
I will not tolerate it anymore.
I've tried the Birds Eye waffle fries, it was on sale for £2, 80p discount maybe.
Really small bag but I have a small handful and it's fine, quite tasty, tiny chunks.
Good seasoning. I would get that again but not for the full price.
So far everything goes with that burger sauce, really versatile.
Next I saw Cajun chicken burgers so I'll try that, if it's too spicy, the burger sauce will taper that.
I'm sure that was on sale too but I can't see the discount.
The Cajun chicken burgers are just ridiculously over spiced. I don't taste seasonings just pepper.
I won't buy those again, my face is still tingling, red, but it didn't linger too long.
I probably now, would dump more sauce on it. It's not really enjoyable to eat but I won't discard it. I will finish the rest of the box.
Now is the time, I wish I had cornettos or lollies.. Whether I like the new products or not, it's something out of the ordinary.
I'm actually glad I got a mixture of the healthy and non healthy yoghurt because I'm really craving sugar and chocolate, during this pmt moment.
I'm actually surprised I haven't started my monthly yet. I seem to always need that sugary fix.
I seem to wake up exactly around 10am every day, I kinda wish on the weekends, it would be a bit later but at least I'm getting chunks of sleep.
I think what happens to me, with the insomnia, is that I wake up a lot, but sometimes, it might only be for a few seconds, so I don't notice but it's still broken sleep which means my body is not resting and healing 100%.
