Tuesday, 19 May 2026

#BlogLife1068 - What are you trying to see?

A very noisy morning is happening. Ahh, have they finally stopped banging?

That's all I've heard for 2 hours, thud thud thud.. Luckily I was already awake, gently stirring.

Ugh my lens are all blurry because they were stinging and my eyes were watering so now it's hard to see.

I don't want to take them out, maybe eye drops will fix it? Actually that did help.

The carrot drops, or at least that is what I am calling them, are quite refreshing.

It's the first ever time, I've had scented drops, so unusual but whatever is reasonable gets my vote.

But it seems like too much of a luxury item, not strictly essential but really useful.

Anyway a thought just occurred to me, for the most part 7 Cups, doesn't have many confrontational people.

I mean yes some are straight talkers and I don't mind that, others are Yes people that will blatantly agree with you and the next person with a differing opinion...

I have to roll my eyes at that. Anyway at least I can at times, speak my mind and not argue but say, well my perspective is different..

And I'm not saying I'm right, this is how I see it, is all. I'm thinking for the weekend and next week, toasties and burgers will be the theme.

Eggs, turkey rashers, cod, beef and cheese. I'll just vary it, each day.

The weather can still be on the cold side and I'm not sure, if I should get some onion bhajis and plonk it somewhere, to be extravagant?

I prefer pakoras but Iceland doesn't sell them. I was thinking of getting the roast beef slices but it's only in a 3x pack and I need more than that.

You know what would be weird? To really vary the taste and add something like pasta or rice...

I don't want to get bored having the same thing, maybe the salad will make it tasty enough, providing I can budget it in..

I'm trying to factor in the special offers. I give up, my eyes are foggy again, I took them out and now they are watering.

A tip I would recommend is closing your eyes and with your fingertips rubbing on the drops that way.

Sometimes it helps and doesn't make your eyes even more watery.

I feel like it's the humidity in the air, it's still cold but warm at the same time.

And it's giving me a headache. Finally my eyes have settled so I can see the page in front of me, much clearer.

The newish random L, real name J (ugh really)? I think we've been talking for a few weeks it seems and ha, we just swapped names.

Yesterday we were talking about a call, either over discord or on the phone but it was late so he recorded a message and sent it and it was pleasant, a slight accent..

Don't ask me which, I'm bad at that, maybe Northern? I've no idea.

Phone calls help to discover their essence, what they are really like, I told him I've no wish for meets, which makes me wonder if he's really single.

Paranoid me actually thought he was one of the blocked guys, but his voice is different, so that's reassuring.

Oh forgot to confess, downloaded this messenger app thingy for a random RL..

It's called Sessions, quite buggy, doesn't always notify of new messages, can't connect calls..

If you try to download it on your phone, it asks you to scan a code or insert a recovery password, which you were never given sooo...... I don't recommend it.

Use Whatsapp if you must, I think that was the smoothest one I've ever used, but it's up to you.

Oh and discord for the most part for voice calls, gets my vote too.

You just pick a username and I totally forgot because I have a Chromebook laptop I can install on the computer.

I only did it for a voice chat, which didn't even work. He heard me and I didn't hear him, which was strange to me.

He kept blaming my settings.. Anyway, the hilarious thing, was that he ghosted me lol.

Three days and nothing so uninstalled it. I can't be bothered with timewasters.

Confessions over, that's it for today :)