#BlogLife863 - Stress vomitting

It took just over and hour and a half to charge the new earbud case and earbuds.

It paired easily with the phone and laptop. I didn't try it at the same time, I forgot.

The model name is YYK-580. Hmm I didn't even realise that maybe it is in the same family as the older pair I have which is the YYK-Q63, who knew?

I was just going to use these spare earbuds for calls but I might as well try it out tomorrow.

The older one I use overnight, it probably has a similar 12 hour battery.

Again it's hard to tell the status, unless you lift the case lid. Then I saw about 4/5 red flashing dots and after the last one stopped flashing, I guessed it was at full capacity.

The earbuds themselves were dead so no colour and then afterwards, went from red to blue.

I thought it was cute, they included a lil black cloth to wipe it clean when necessary.

Also a supposed lifetime warranty, I'll look at that later when I have time.

Ugh, what a day and it's only 10.28am. I got back from the UC appointment and my stomach has just stopped lurching, finally.

It is a beautiful but cold sunny day but for most of it, I had to listen to the anti nausea video, it eventually helped but it was an unpleasant morning.

I didn't even have time to do my makeup. I just rushed out so I wouldn't be late and then hate to wait around for the idiot Jobby to open the doors.

It's not great to stand up when the nausea is hitting hard. Also I felt a bit dizzy but after bracing myself, it disappeared.

I don't know why everyone does this double talk nonsense but it's annoying me.

The advisor said in one breath, Oh now you'll be on monthly, not weekly, not fortnightly meetings..

And I thought great, less headache for me and then he went right back and gave me an appointment in 2 weeks, what is wrong with you???

Why is everyone content with the BS? I also mentioned the course wasn't suitable and he said, Oh yea I know, don't apply for this, apply for that, it's the same bloody thing.

Arghh! I want to scream, I have a short short fuse today. Lastly I explained about the service charge and rent costs and he seemed to think I wasn't responsible for paying that.

I wonder if that was why the form says, don't include it, because they assume, I don't pay it? But I bloody do!

He said call them up or leave a message in the journal. I'm dreading calling them, in case I get someone rude.

My stomach can't take much more. I know I didn't have a choice about migrating to UC and everyone praised it so much.

I find it a complete hassle. Everything is a confusing challenge that is a constant source of stress to me, it's not straightforward and seems to be designed to have you question it.

I succumbed and bought a fizzy miranda orange and it definitely helped my tum.

I also saw pretzels, a coffee cake and crisps so I have re-stocked my snack cupboards woop.

Ahh breakfast is on the way, I hope it helps. I might just eat the fries, no idea why that aids me to feel better.

I used a coupon so it was free and I had a brainwave, this will probably be my last takeout in a while.

So what I will do from now on is before each UC appointment, get there early, pop into the Tesco mini supermarket and pick up some sandwiches or pasta, possibly nibbles too.

Every bone and muscle in my body aches when I get in. I just packed away the food and changed and I feel drained.

At least with pre-prepared food, I won't have to be on my feet much and I can rest, same as before.

I have to hang up my clothes and get the bottle of water that I took out the fridge but forgot to bring with me.

Moving does not appeal to me though. I'm too tired. I don't feel that urge to nap, unfortunately, I'm only body tired, not brain tired and I need both to switch off before I can.

I was trying to be careful and balance the sprite can in the tissue box and it spilled over, had to just bin the brand new box.

Oh I got a complimentary, well 2 free drinks, pity it's coca cola, not my type, too sweet.

I think I had 3ish hours of sleep. I'm too worried about the mounting bills, that never end but keep increasing.

And what if UC sends me on a physical course? My body can't cope anymore with being outdoors for too long.

It's almost like it's preparing to shut down. I should keep things in perspective and only be concerned about what is pressing right now.

Me and DL are still plodding along, talking fine but I gave him a test today.

I wanted to see even if he was busy, would he respond, when I said that I was poorly and he should take the day off and heal me lol.

Obviously I didn't mean that, I just wanted some kind words. That was at 9.37am.

Four hours later no reply, which is fine, just disappointing to me but he's busy.

The sickyness is finally really gone, I'm sipping water and the sleepiness is washing over me.

I must do my protein tablets for my deep clean contact lens tonight, I haven't done it for the month.