#BlogLife980 - Old tv shows

Sorry for the silence, I was just feeling really rotten. Last night I was cramping and today was no better.

At least half the day, my tum was hurting. Binaural helped off and on. I switched between anti nausea, cramping and pmt videos.

I was browsing on amazon for the coats, saw a few I liked, then boots and slippers, good selections but not really on sale.

P and I will probably fade out, he's less chatty and feels like he's messaging me out of obligation or habit.

I'm not initiating, if someone isn't enthusiastic,  then neither am I. It's all since I called him out on his behaviour of being a user.

I feel like Mama is pressuring me to join her for Christmas. I'm still not in the mood.

I just want to be alone to be at peace and take care of myself.  No more stress or anyone making me feel low.

I'm just done really. The advents are draining but fun, some have games.

I wonder what it's like to fully let your guard down and welcome people in to your space?

I'm starting to think I'll never again do that.

I guess Iceland is running late as someone called and said we've not got the crisps in stock, would you settle for another flavour?

I quite like that, as I'm not stuck with something that I hate. Plus she's really polite and friendly.

An update on the face brush, I'm hazy as to whether I've mentioned this.

I wouldn't recommend it for sensitive skin, even the gentler brush is kinda harsh on the face.

I'm not sure why, it's not painful but you would prefer to be softer.

I don't know why it's like that and it uses up the face wash way too fast.

It's easier to put it directly on my face sometimes. There was something else I was going to mention but I can't recall it.

I'm re-watching an old show, Life Unexpected, it's a love/hate thing, good acting but the premise irritates you because cheating and using and being vicious is the recurring themes.

Basically a 15yr old girl wants to emancipate herself, she's having bad experiences in foster care but for the form, she has to seek out her birth parents which are not level headed people.

The judge gives them custody instead and as usual chaos ensues.

The baby mama has a thing for the baby papa but she acts superior, all the time, totally offputting.

She cheats and doesn't take responsibility, she's rather blame others for her poor choices.

Then the daughter, acts the same, cheats multiple times and is surprised when she's dumped.

Yuckity! I just want to see how it ends though, because I can't remember who ends up with whom lol.

Ick, it's like the writers said I can't be bothered to thaw this out, so we'll switch partners randomly with no rhyme or reason just to wrap it up the way we wanted.

As up until the last episode, they are all kinda set as couples and then fast forward, not so much, sloppy writing.

I guess they didn't expect to be cancelled and then panicked and thought, let's just write nonsense for the ending.

My L'Oreal moisturiser is out for delivery, surprising that was it only ready from 11/12pm and not time frame for a so-called prime slot.

It just says arriving today. The slippers is coming Wednesday and the blankie is due Thursday, please be a good quality.

Please work properly, don't be another bad quality one.