#BlogLife1077 - Officially voluntarily sick

Song of the day - Azizam - Ed Sheeran

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLOndf14-v0&list=WL&index=81

I went against my better judgement and thought I was helping to support a fellow Listener.

I know what it's like to be confused or overwhelmed. It seemed straightforward and normal..

And then, they thought it was appropriate to share a snippet of a graphic conversation Yuckkk!

What is wrong with you? One it's supposed to be confidential, you don't repeat private chats..

Two, What do you want from me? To say, yea go ahead, enjoy it.

Cripes you're supposed to be a Listener, not a pervert! Neutral, you listen and support!

Ick. I am so grossed out!

Yuck, yuck, yuck. Ok time to calm down and wash my eyes and brain out and forget that icky chat.

They apologised and I know why they have a low rating, probably using being a Listener to flirt or have inappropriate adult conversations...

Anyway whatever I will not be partaking of any messages anytime soon.

I just paid my rent and heaven help them if they mentioned false arrears again......

The charge was £641.11 and that seems to align with what they've told me and UC. Well sorta...

I had 2x possible amounts listed. Oh and now I know what the repayment fee is, each month £50, a bit ouchy but could have been way worse..

Funny they know my expenses but haven't cancelled the £34 deduction from having a lot of savings, which is depleted now..

At least I'm doing ok, there is enough for bills and groceries. I'm almost out of food.

I'm hormonally really hungry, so eating more. I'm still going to wait and order groceries for Thursday.

Tomorrow is the UC appointment (Wednesday). I'm going to make a chicken sandwich toastie but I never put everything under the grill at the same time.

The rolls are quick to toast, the chicken takes about 10 minutes.

Ha, I've got no mayo or butter and a very bloated tum.

Just got back home and I just have this feeling because I was bending a bit, my shoulders, back, feet are really tender.

I thought sod it, Iceland had same day delivery with no charge and I have a feeling after the pasta, later I'll be hungry so there's nothing indoors, might as well have it come today.

It's still early and bright but I hope G delivers it in bags, my back is screaming in agony and more bending is just going to cripple me.

Plus carrying to the kitchen and unpacking, really not ideal, I just want a takeout..

But I don't wanna starve so it's just necessary. Oh strange thing happened.

I found the bread knife, it was stuck under the cutlery drawer thingy...

Then I lost the protein tablets for the lens, I found them again so I can do it tonight.

I decided to try Absolutely Saucesome burger sauce. It's £2.25 for a 1 litre bottle, so seems value for money, the reviews are good.

I'm trying not to move because every time I do, painful twinge occurs.

I brought back song of the day, I don't know what I was watching and this song came up. I googlied it.

At first I wasn't sure I liked it and then, after a few times, I thought Yea I do.