#BlogLife854 - Unclear what's on my mind..

Ahh I figured out the phone weirdness, when I went to switch off the phone and the options came up like switch off or restart, one of the other options, emergency and something else..

Actually means safe mode or similar, at some point I have to change that too.

It's an odd thing to be placed there, as if you're constantly troubleshooting the phone, aren't Samsungs reliable?

I just bought some saline solution in bulk and didn't realise I was out so I saw a multi pack on offer, 3x£12 which is as good as I'm going to get.

Plus my slippers are worn out so I saw a fake fur firm one for £6ish with free tracked postage.

Actually I think they're both trackable and due this weekend. Oh the slippers just arrived.

They seem much more premium for the price. Comfy, warm, great quality but a lil rigid.

I still like them though, maybe after a while they will loosen up. Apologies that I've been posting late for a while.

I'm not sure why, I feel a bit creatively stifled. I saw an almost half price deal on Just Eat so decided to do an order today, instead of Monday.

To take advantage of it. Just some chicken rice/noodles, sushi, dumplings and those karange chicken bite thingys that are fabulous. Ooh they gave me sriracha sauce with it, tasty.

I saved over £20 so that helps and then Monday when I come in drained, I can heat it up or maybe I'll grab a sandwich while I'm out.

I don't know, I just usually want to come in, flop on my bed, drink something, munch and nap.

I need a new show to binge. Ahh the slippers need to be worn with socks, they kinda pinch unfortunately.

I should've listened to that reviewer but nobody else commented on it.

I finally have some news. Mama called me yesterday but I didn't know if she was back.

I couldn't risk texting or calling her as that would have spiked her bill again with the roaming charges and I already made that mistake.

I thought let me just do nothing and wait and today finally, she texted to confirm she arrived back safely.

We spoke today and she seems content, like she had a good break, apart from not sleeping properly due to the humidity.

I'm relieved that she didn't seem upset or stressed. I felt I was carrying that weight around for a whole month.

Apparently she was treated well but even if she wasn't, I don't think she would tell me.

I don't think she was due back this early but anyway, her demeanor is good and we might meet up next week.

I asked what she'd like for Mama's Day and she said she just wanted a pedicure treat so that's fine with me.

But I also saw a Montezuma dark chocolate almond bar, some BonBons clotted cream fudge and an all butter one. (£15).

I did offer to pay for dinner or lunch but she's stocked up so she declined that.

I'm glad she's safe but I hope next time, she'll let me know that important detail, above anything else.

As I know the surroundings she was in and honestly it could have gone either way.

I can breathe now. Sunday morning I had the most intense dizzy spell.

I woke up as though I was drunk or drugged, the room was spinning, I was swaying, I couldn't keep my balance.

I was holding on to the door and walls to keep steady. It's not normally as bad as that but I felt so off.

It passed shortly after, I made sure to sit down and rest and then I got a drink and something to eat and I was fine, it was just so weird how I couldn't walk normally.

Today Monday, the rent is due and I'm going to ask them how much the arrears are, maybe I've cleared this imaginary debt?

Ahh they were closed. I'll try tomorrow. I've got my UC appointment later on, I'm mostly ready, I just need to do my makeup.

I got 2 missed calls today, the one time I thought I could sleep in but no messages.

Either it's from my UC advisor but there's no email or text, if the appointment has changed, they love leaving it to the last minute.

I checked but no messages were left, or it's from the Witch letting me know my new lifelong debt.....

Ahh I got an email to say the last of the Mama's Day gifts arrived.

She loves that Bon Bons brand so I got the clotted cream and the all butter gourmet types.

Ugh I was hoping to skip the monthly but the cramps are intense and no appetite today.