#BogLife868 - Did I just get a new penpal?

I had a bit of a rough night, I just felt really sicky and crampy I think and then my feet were in pain too.

I ended up playing the anti nausea video for what seemed like an hour, but it was probably less.

I was just trying to relax and drift off to sleep, I was exhausted and eventually I did.

Just before that though I randomly decided to check my other email, the protonmail one and it had a new message.

At first I thought it was spam actually, I do get a bit of that, but it was from the site I recently registered with to upload the new story.

I didn't even know they had such a message feature. It was pleasant enough so I just responded but made it clear, I wasn't after romance or picswaps or any of that nonsense.

I guess I'll see if he responds. I'm not invested at this point, there is too much in my head and I still feel off.

Oh and yesterday I did have an odd encounter on the bus. This lady sat next to me and asked what was the deal with my face or hair?

I couldn't really understand her well as I was listening to music but I figured if it was anything, maybe the foundation hadn't been rubbed in properly.

Although thinking about it, that always absorbs readily into my skin anyway, I didn't have any other make up on.

Oh maybe it was the moisturiser? I wasn't too fussed. That doesn't embarrass me. 

I just took my hand and rubbed it into my skin. I normally do check the mirror before leaving but I was running late so no time to spare.

I guess I feel a bit calmer today, sometimes it's better to relinquish trying to fix everything myself and hand it over to someone else that has more experience and knowledge.

It's not a bad thing, it doesn't make me weak or foolish, just proactive.

I don't think I have any volume in my freshly washed hair. I did the oil yesterday and gave myself a relaxing scalp massage to soak it in deep and it is washed out.

It's not greasy, it's currently sticking up. I don't know why it does that to me but it is super soft.