#BlogLife923 - BS and UC advisor's spiteful power trip

Just had a look to see what time the appointment was for Thursday's bs UC crap meeting and it turns out it's next Thursday not this week.

Thank heavens because I'm still empty and I've been home for hours but it's still supposed to be in 2 weeks.

Ffs walking all that way and back with health conditions and you're ass couldn't say, Oh that's rough, let me make it easier with a call, no need to come in.

Now because of the blog I've been keeping notes about all the UC nonsense.

And when he said your CV is a mess and needs professional help with one of our team, I thought you're giving me a hard time on purpose.

I was right. He sent me the same link as last time, said to do the STAR method CV and send it off to him.

He told me to do that..... (scrolls back over posts) in November which took me all day as I had no idea what the hell I was doing but it was done.

I sent it off and all he said was thanks, so why the hell is he making me do it all over again??

Can only be malice. You wouldn't get that in real life, someone asking you to do something and them saying great and then nearly a year later saying this isn't good, re-do it.

I'll do bare minimal changes because there's nothing at all wrong with it.

All the advisors have been the same, they all have different views on what CV's should look like.

It's a waste of time. I just feel frazzled with all the crap on my plate.

The other thing is because of road works, some paths were blocked and I wanted to look through the pasta/sushi/fruit selections in Tesco, I could have done it in Asda but I was really struggling to remain upright, I had to be quick.

I also wanted to pick up snacks and get some new bedlinen, the ones I have aren't washing well and after a while get a lil itchy and what's the word, I can't think of it, but like they are self-ruining.

It's just irritating to have things to accomplish and then you realise back home, ugh, didn't get to it.

At least I can relax now, my stomach isn't churning, I don't feel that munchy but I might just have the other sandwich, I don't like keeping them for long.

Oh the pesto one hmm, I'm not sure I tasted pesto, the feta was actually mild so it worked well and the chicken was good.

I would get it again. I wonder if everything was £2 each? Amazing value.

One of my favourites was the salmon and cucumber, not the smoked nonsense, genuine salmon but I never see it.

Having just had the chicken salad, umm that was simpler but nicer, creamier with the mayo. I prefer that, although there was a chicken tandoori wrap..

I didn't sleep last night until after 5am and woke up at lunchtime. 

Everything was going around and around in my head, all the UC tasks to do, as he won't stop hounding me.

Which is sign up for volunteering. I don't think HearMe is available anymore.

I saw a similar one to that, that was it 7 cups, minimal fuss to register with and do online training, so I registered and will do the filling in later.

Sign up for a course, I'll go with a flexible not an intense 9-5pm all day one, maybe with the Learning Curve Group as they seem online and I can study at my leisure.

Fix the CV which is already fixed and I don't think there is anymore.

The home visit from the surveyor is on Friday because my place is untidy and could do with some mopping but the floors don't dry and I have to walk on them so they get dirty once again..

Unless I starve and don't use the kitchen, hallway, bathroom, lounge.....

I just realised I could have hired a quick cleaner but those have been exhausting with the attitude problems, leaving early, arriving late, breaking things, taken longer than expected and not listening to my individual needs.

I guess now that I say it out loud, it all seems doable. I make mountains out of molehills at times but I get overwhelmed.

Eek it's nearly 3pm and I haven't munched, well there is a quiche cooking..

The last thing I'm gutted about is the scrabble foe I was playing got really lazy with his efforts.

He started playing 2/3 letter words and I can't stand that. You don't need to have your turn immediately, put some effort in and think about it.

Why do they all do that? Start off decently and then can't be bothered.

I don't do that. I'm consistent, I always think about the word I'll make, the score and to make it worse, there are help/cheat options.

Just watch an advert and change your letters, get a word hint or swap and skip your turn, there is no excuse for sloppiness and not using your brain.