#BlogLife1006 - Good manners, bad manners, table manners...

Afternoony, how's your week been? Mine's mixed, still nothing from the boiler maintenance people so it must have been an error text.

This weekend if I'm up to it, I'll do some light mopping and get around to wiping down the bathtub.

The cramps are still off and on as is the bloating, so I feel a bit yucky.

I had a lot of hand pain and feet pain so I have to make sure I don't do too much or I'll end up with another injury, that are so common to me.

I was hoping to sleep in today but they were drilling outside, I'm not sure what that was about, but very noisy..

I have a feeling Yahoo crashed because I couldn't access it for a while, some error code came up and it seems a common issue but I've never seen it before, refreshing didn't help and then eventually boom, loading normally.

Weird!! There's nothing really on my mind, I mean nothing new really, I was just thinking about dinner table rules that happened when we visited various relatives.

No elbows on the table, no licking the knife, I think some said no drinking while you eat your meal, just before or after, but my throat closes up during munching so that was a difficult one to follow.

And I remember the disapproving stares and the tutting of which I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes.

At those points, eating at home was a tad more relaxing but I think in a way that added to my complex of consuming in front of others.

That, critical all eyes on me, shrank my appetite to the point where it disappeared completely.

Plus everyone having their opinions on my figure, whether positive or negative, focus on my bloody personality, not my appearance!!

None of it helped really, thankfully I'm in a better place, physically and mentally.

But back then it was really hard to say Mind your own business!

I must have done a lot of secret chomping, snacking in my room and creeping down the stairs to grab some nibbles.

I wasn't very healthy and I couldn't hear that voice, that said Coooee I'm full..

Now it's loud and clear Knock knock I'm hungry or All done, no more food, we are at full capacity.