#BlogLife1052 - Look away, the joys of double dipping

I just had to have small bites and then I could stomach food. A fun thing I've just tried with the pakoras...

Is dipping it in the mint raita first and then the spicy burger sauce and the combination is sooo yum.

It doesn't taste too burny and it makes the unevenly seasoned pakoras taste way better than they are.

It's like they made onion bhajis and then decided to add the pakora ingredient spinach to make it pakoras lol.

I didn't realise but mixing them together, lowered the spice levels, so I could have more of it.

Restaurants have a nasty habit of sweetening the raita dip and it ruins it for me, but this was left savoury, not salty, just packed with flavour so I didn't waste it.

Maybe I'm bloated and that's why I can't eat much? Please no more periods for a while.

I want my stomach to be normal. Gosh do I have to be skin and bone for all these problems to go away?

I'm almost tempted to go back to starving myself but nope I've come a long way from unhealthy steps.

I guess I'm just a lil frustrated from being tender and uncomfy, when there is no reason I should be.

I'm full but maybe just one more.... It was soo nice..

I feel better today. I slept good. At the moment it feels easier to rest. I still wait until I'm exhausted but the asmr seems to knock me out.

I've done lil bits of tidying. All I have left is to do a bit of mopping and some wiping before Friday's maintenance appointment and that's it.

I'm trying not to think about strangers invading my safe space. Not knowing what their attitudes will be like..

Bit odd, UC said the landlord confirmed the housing costs but they never mentioned to me, I should be paying less.

It's so corrupt! I'm still going to ask at the end of April, the official rent....

We shall see.. I still have to find a day where I'm energised and not feeling off to go and get my brows done, that's proving difficult.

The buses still aren't stopping inside the bus station, so to get to the mini Tesco, is too much of a trek for me.

One of the randoms seem to have ghosted me, 5 days and nothing.

It's odd that he added me to discord and then disappeared. It makes no sense.

I told him something personal, on the surface he accepted it, but maybe not...

I don't really know if I should block him or not, could be busy? Something tells me though, he's just changed his mind about me.

After all......... He is a J and J's and SS's do not last long ha! So funny but so true.