#BlogLife942 - Off route...

I guess I forgot what I actually had in the freezer, there was a chicken bake and some chicken kebabs so I'm just cooking them up together and maybe that will be it for today.

I also had some mixed nuts that are rawish and unsalted but that's my preference, maybe they could have been cooked but it's not a dealbreaker.

} haven't heard back from the course and I hope that is the end of it.

I can't be bothered to look back and see if I mentioned this but P got me slightly irritated the other day.

I know I could do this too, so it's not all on him but to be honest, I'm not sure I fancied a call until now.

When we get friendly flirty, that's the only time nowadays he seems to say, Let's have a phone chat tonight.

We went from daily phone chats, to just daily texts and I don't mind that, he's busy, I'm busy and neither of us are in the mood to chat before bed at times.

But no matter what I say, he steers it back to a flirty banter and sometimes I'm just really put off by it.

So I just said Listen, I would have much rather you said, I've been missing our calls and can we catch up via phone properly..

Instead of Oh let's use her for flirting and then I can doze off, so suffice to say we didn't chat that night but he wasn't annoyed.

He's quite approachable and understanding, we don't really bicker as such, we might kinda snap at times but we tend to talk it through.

It's weird because I might not say everything but I am telling him, today is hard, instead of yea yea yea I'm fine.

It's not a romance and I'm not sure I would call it a friendship yet, I don't know why.

It's an acquaintanceship, probably because I take my time with people and want to get to know them slowly.

I'm guarded and don't trust anyone, so that's my process. I wish I had a dip for the kebabs..

Hmm other items I can't find is the small scissors kept in the kitchen drawer.. Plus 2x hand sanitisers.. My tongs..

Oh crap another thing is the expensive electric toothbrush charger, I don't think I've seen that since the cleaner left ffs.

I really don't understand the moving or stealing or trashing things, it's like playing hide and seek with my own bloody possessions!

Was the cleaner bored and thought hmm, let's just bin random items for fun??

As usual, full, but I wish I had some crisps to munch. As I'm trying to empty out the stock..

I'm going to do another weird foodie combination, macaroni cheese and a beef bake pie.

What shall I call it? Mac-ake? Beefaroni surprise? Today eating was just more natural.

I'm glad that the wipes and eye drops arrived about 12pmish, weird they didn't even buzz or knock.

Luckily I got the notification it was dropped off outside the door.

After a while the macaroni is just too concentrated as is the beef.

I overcook it so it's solidified not a fan when it's runny. I always end up burning my tongue on the bakes anyway, this way they get to cool down while I cook the macaroni..

And by cook I mean heat up. Actually loved it, the blend was so good I was gutted when the bake was finished.

My own version of a pasta bolognese I suppose. Oh I found out what the maintenance was about when I took out the bins and checked the post.

For some odd reason, they were painting the interior and exterior.

I don't see the point and what was the banging about? There are more important repairs. Pfft.

Fuckity fuck, just double checked, no sign of the toothbrush charger ffs, these cleaners are disgusting!!

How do you steal from someone disabled?? 

I was wrong about the chicken burrito it's only 1 inside not 2, a medium size £4 though, yowser.

I wasn't sure I would like it, it's delicious. It reminds me of the Asda one I used to get but better.

It's delicately seasoned, lightly sauced, a tiny peppery kick. The pastry has a slight cheesy flavour.

There's enough chicken and rice and veggies, it's so good, I would get that again for sure.

Actually the whole thing is enough for a meal, now that I've cooked it, probably needed 5 minutes more, so 20 would have been better to crisp up all the sides.

But yea nothing is overpowered and that's the way I like it, nice and mild, good job Iceland for stocking it.

I feel so silly, the towel just arrived and it's huge can easily fit around me with room to spare, almost matches the hand towel and other towel too.

On to today (Monday), it's been a weird day weather wise as I think it was raining, very hot and very cold.

There were barely any market stalls out, which was weird so the food truck sadly wasn't available, darn.

The buses are still stopping half way, ugh they have extended the road works, until mid September grr.

It took me absolutely ages to cross the road but I got to the UC appointment and actually explained the situation and he gave me a phone appointment for next time.

Finally!!! You didn't even offer that when I was fluey. Sod it, getting Chinese as there is a discount and I'm too tired to get up and get water even.