#BlogLife1060 - Not the person I used to be..

It seems kinda insane to me how much I used to do in a breeze and not think about it, just get on and now the simplest things, halt me.

I finally got around to changing the bed and washing the duvet and pillow cases and I thought yep no problem I can mop too..

Who am I kidding? I can barely walk around, my legs feel very collapsey..

So that's my taxing limit, tomorrow will be the mopping. It's just seems so easy, so routine but my body is like nope nope nope. I don't even like you did two things....

I'm calling a strike for today. I still haven't done the floors and not sure I will.

I just started my monthly, ugh was hoping I was going to skip, so that explains the bloating and cramping and nausea and tiredness.

I hope I have the energy to pick up the pakoras and some snacks because I'm mostly out of goodies.

I wonder if the buses are stopping normally yet and then I can hop off and hit Tesco which is a lot easier.

I didn't do any UC stuff today, it's a Bank Holiday and I'm cramping so sod it.

I got back not long ago. The UC appointment was fine apart from being kept waiting and asked for a list of stuff I've applied for.....

You lazy sod!! It's all in the journal. Are you blind, just look it up, ffs.

I may be the teensiest bit aggravated because of the tiredness, sleepiness, pain...

I'm still not mopping because my hand is on the verge of a sprain, it's painful so I'm not risking making it worse.

It's clean but not spotless, I still might do it tomorrow morning, who knows.

But right now, my back is hurting, no seats coming and going on the bus so I'm quite lifeless.

And because the buses aren't stopping inside, I forgot there's not usually a free bench to sit at.

I'm not sure why there is a Police van outside. I just walked past casually...

I really want to sleep but it's bothering me. the UC crap is still left to do..

As I was early and the pain hadn't jumped in yet, I actually browsed the Market, highly unusual for me..

It's too taxing but even though the dizziness was there, legs were wobbly, I did it anyway.

And I'm paying for it now. But it was a nice day and I forgot about the top with the inbuilt jacket, it's light but warm, smart but cute and a lot slimmer, than most of my baggy clothes.

Wearing that was nice because I feel yuck and bloated and my hair is sticking in all directions..

I am a lot less than I was, figure wise. There was no checking me out but I'm glad, I wanted to blend into the crowd.

There's a poundy type shop Sam something I had never been in, discounted things, mainly snacks and household.

I didn't really see a moisturiser or face mask but by that time, my legs wanted to sit and rest.

There is also a new beauty place that might do brows, I didn't bother to go in, next time.

I did get the pakoras but there wasn't much left, maybe half a bag so I got all of it, forgot to ask about the dips..

It was £3.50 so not bad.. I went to my favourite shop and didn't get the cupcakes but some hazelnut cookies.

I might post a picture on Twitter if I ever feel I can move again..

I ordered some rotis and salad because I forgot I had chicken tikka bits in the freezer and mayo which will make a nice wrap.

It actually looks fresh, big and wholemeal, yum, that's tomorrow or the next day when I can stand to be on my feet..

I'm quite enjoying no fizzies, getting fruit juice, especially orange is a natural booster.

I don't really have an appetite to be honest but I'm munching because it's lunchtime and I need fuel.