#BlogLife1073 - Failing at the simplest tasks...

Well..... As exciting as it appeared, things didn't work out with my nemesis the salsa jar.

I knew it would be a challenge to open with weak pained hands but not this bad...

Yeesh, tried with a towel, tried tapping, trying jamming it with a scissors, my bread knife has disappeared...

Then under a hot tap, leaving it upside down.... Nothing, nothing, nothing, not even loosened.

So I give up and will bin because every time I pass it, I keep laughibly trying to open it and it's wrecking my hands too much.

It is my own fault, I know jars are my enemy and yet I still bought it, waste of money, but it is what it is.

It largely appealed to me, so obviously can't do a review because I can't get to it.

I was looking forward to trying the cucumbers with it. I'm sure it would have been nice maybe?

Oh well, instead I had the cucumbers with cheese and it was great.

I'm actually stuffed from that lil snack. I thought I was really hungry.

I have been drinking a lot though, this horrible, humid weather is sapping my strength.

At least the good thing about having so many options, I'm not bored with the sandwich concoctions, actually I should have more rolls as I'm out of them..

It's Wednesday afternoony and at times I add to random posts and this was half done.

My stomach has been grumbling for food but it still seemed early.

The next minute I look at the time and it's 2pm. Oops. I was just booking a grocery order for tomorrow morning.

How am I staying cool during the heatwave? I'm not. I have icy water. That helps for a second.

I have a cooling mist I spray on my body from the fridge, that lasts a few minutes and then goes warm, ugh.

I have a mini fan, which does help, but the higher I have it, the longer it takes to charge..

Night time, is just too hot. I can't open the windows because they are as big as doors and it's a security risk.

I just hope it will pass soon. The UK is famous for rain, where is that??

I kinda just realised I have a lot of change and could get pakoras but should I save it for emergencies?

At the end of the month, I'm going to see exactly how much is being deducted to pay the fine each month...

Also will the scamming landlord overcharge me again? Ugh...

I shouldn't keep looking at the Wattpad stats but not that I expect to burst into popularity..

Because they are different from the smoother norm of really good writers....

But I always wonder if they will generate interest and I think now, they've all had reads and the children's story..

Paloma's Holiday Hijinks actually got a like, that pleased me.

I think my struggle is, how do I compose normal standard healthy relationships, when I haven't experienced it?

Does my voice sound authentic because sometimes it is pure fiction and I don't know if it's realistic thoughts and conversations...

How do I know what that is like? How they should be feeling or reacting?

That inner critic still says it's all boring!