#BlogLife799 - The Bitch that stole Christmas

Hmm I've been Googlying nonstop, having nightmares last night, stressing and feeling overwhelmed.

I've been reading forum threads, searching Paypal help section and I think I've sorta figured out, what the hell she wants.

When I went on Paypal the first time and clicked on downloads, I selected all transactions, now specifically I think she wants Balance Affecting.

Sounds straightforward right? Well I clicked on it, added the date range, only it keeps saying invalid.

I'm not sure why as it did, the all transactions, selected simply enough. Some advise to download in csv, whatever that is, I usually do pdf.

I wanted to do both but neither of them are working anyway. Why does it hate the date range?

The only thing I can think of is that it's too large or it's in an Americanised format, but I tried clicking on the months and days and years tabs instead and it still wouldn't work.

I tried the contact us section but as usual, it's just a bot and that was no help.

I might just call her tomorrow and say I'm stuck because I don't know what else to do.

I just want it done and out of the way but she probably knew that I would run into issues.

Again, why on earth wasn't the All transactions, good enough??

Oof I finally saw a phone number for Paypal and contacted them, spoke to a nice guy and he just said I'll do it for you and email you today or tomorrow.

Arghh, thank heavens that one is done. Now to do the course thingy, although, I want to eat.

I made another course enquiry which said, funding isn't available and then one more, which said, they will get back to me.

I'm done, warming up some chicken chow mein and will see what else there is.

I do feel a lil bit better but another thing bothering me, is that the UC advisor calling on Friday is the really nasty one and he's so horrible and condescending, totally unfeeling on those with disabilities. 

I'm worried he's gonna set me some aggravating tasks, to further ruin the holidays.... With his prejudice attitude!

Anyway I have done everything possible, to please them all. I can't do anymore than that.

I'm worried that the library will close early for Christmas or it will be swamped and I won't get the help I need to download it all again.

I just need to take a breath and know that I'm organised and will get it all done on time, despite the many obstacles that I've faced.

I'm also worried about the pains and the walking, knowing how dizzy and faint I felt and how long it took me to recover, which is the whole reason I wanted a phone appointment in the first place.

But now I'm stuck having to head out. Do libraries open on Saturdays?

I still don't know whether to go on Thursday or Friday, or even earlier.

What is better, peace of mind or health?