So the morning appointment came and went on time and smoothly and I don't know if I'll ever talk about it.
I was a bit sluggish today, I did sleep but I still felt tired and the fact that the floors weren't done makes me think judgyness a-coming.
He texted me 15 minutes prior and I hadn't even got my lens in but scrambled to get ready.
But actually he was a nice chap and I just explained I was having trouble with the cleaners and he didn't bat an eyelid.
It was peculiar to me though that they didn't except Paypal or phone payments just bank transfers.
I've actually never done that before, usually it's direct debits and even those take several hundred times before it's set up.
So I went to the online banking thingy and they said for a new person they need a card reader or biometrics.
Good grief, neither of those appealed but I had no choice, cash or transfer and I needed more than the daily withdrawal limit.
Plus until the 5th September, the buses are only taking me halfway to the Market.
This was my only course of action. I don't know where the card reader is, if I threw it out, so that wasn't an option.
I had to go for the yucky biometrics, photo or voice. I downloaded the app and the biometric thing was nowhere to be found ha.
I thought maybe I don't need it. I just went to make a new payment and then it asked for a reference number, good grief.
I contacted the company, they didn't know either. The only number I hadn't added was the invoice number...
It couldn't be that?? It was, good grief, why not just say that, twits!!
So it was done, it successfully sent and no card reader or biometric thingy was needed, luckily.
There was a whole load of security prompting, Are you sure? Is someone scamming you?
Are you being pressured? Lol. It just made me laugh. My next meeting is the UC which is Thursday at 2pm for the CV nonsense.
Then Friday at 1pm the new cleaners. Then next Tuesday a follow up appointment with the thing that happened today.
Too many events this week and all draining my pennies :( But I have to keep telling myself, it's about the outcome, not the process.
It will benefit me in the end, longterm. I just have to endure it, until then.
Oh hopefully I heard the binmen finally today. I have to admit, I'm glad things are progressing but I still feel yucky and that's putting me off eating.
Maybe when it's all over, I will feel differently. I got to schedule the Surveyor appointment next week and that's it for now.
I'm scared the cleaners will let me down again, I have no confidence or maybe they will drag it out for more money, like the previous ones did..
I can't stop fretting which is making the pain intense, Why is relying on others always a disappointing let down?
I want this debilitating weight lifted off my shoulders but more keeps being added.
I'm trying so hard to be organised and nothing I'm doing is working out and there's a pressing deadline to all of it.
How much more am I supposed to take?
At least Zoomy sent me a gift voucher of a fiver for a mini feedback survey.
After I hadn't shopped with them for ages. Err it's been maybe 2 weeks or less, yeesh clingy much?
It will come in useful at some point. I'm glad I got to have a grumble.
The tracking keeps crashing and being misleading about 5 minutes away, when it's double or triple that.
There's not enough decent text/email offers, the minimum spend is £80 for a single person is ridiculous, plus lasting 24 hours only..
Then I told them I thought delivery charges were far too high, which is true.. Can be up to £3.50 I think...
I do like that the majority of favourites is in stock, that the lunch bundle fiver seems permanent and great value for cheapskates like moi.
Three things for a fiver, sandwich, crisps or chocolates, and a drink..... Sublime.