#BlogLife782 - I'm sick of stressing

I was looking for something to watch to put my mind at ease and I discovered that DI Ray season 2 was finally out.

I'm completely hooked and already trying to unravel the mystery and work out who the baddies are..

I'm resigned to whatever is going to happen next, I don't have a good feeling at all.

More and more things seem to pile on and yep I am a pessimist but then my life isn't exactly easy either, hence this whiny blog.

Oh I tried the Balconi hazelnut cake rolls, quite nice and that reviewer is right, it is almost like a cake version of Ferreros.

I don't know if I would purchase it again, I prefer other cake styles.

In the Match Masters game, I've found a good active team, I was going to quit but gaming relaxes me so I've stayed.

I would say the only negative thing about them is that they are booster snobs, only the highest and best will do, when if you're desperate or skilled, you can make any one work for you, well.

I don't understand that mentality of, asking for boosters and then rejecting them because they are not good enough..

If that was me, I would take take take.

There's no real updates and that's why I'm struggling to write because all I do is constantly worry about not being able to survive and take care of myself.

I go to sleep panicking, I wake in the middle of the night.. It's the first thing I think about in the morning, there is no getting away from it.

I've done what I could but even that doesn't feel enough and they love making the claims extra difficult.

When am I going to catch a break? When is there going to be some peace of mind?

It's getting increasingly harder to stay upbeat and not crumble into a pile of tears.

My hormones are all over the place and I guess at the moment, I feel what is the point of carrying on?

What is the point of anything, when I feel I have no future?