#BlogLife853 - Oops I forgot I ghosted you

Ha, the craziness of the randoms. That is the second one that pmmed me and forgot he ghosted me, then when I pointed it out...

Gone! Lol! I didn't think the H reunion would turn out like this but now I know he's a chickeny asshat!

That didn't have the courage to face me and say something like, after careful consideration, I don't see us as compatible or whatever crap was going on in his puny brain!

Then I thought I talked about this (and this is why I make lil notes).

There was another one called B, he and I talked for quite a while, he said it was a re-introduction, everything was fine..

Until he insisted on viewing the blog, didn't like it at all and then promptly without explanation ghosted me. Ass!

That's why I reiterate this blog is for women only mainly because they are way less judgy.

They actually will take the time to read it and understand where I'm coming from, maybe there is a reason I'm angry, or sad or fearful...!

I'm not just ranting for the sake of it or in a certain mood on a whim, without any valid reasoning behind it.

Maybe don't insist on bloody reading it, if you can't handle my truths!

Or maybe, read more than one bloody post and then realise Ohhh that's why she's like that..

Childhood, health, family, relationships it all adds up. It all takes a toll on me.

I'm nowhere near my bullying family, but even in my dreams I can't get any peace because they haunt me and that fear and unease comes back.

The thing is, I never foist my blog onto people, they always insist on seeing it, I feel this pressure eventually to share it but when I do, I don't feel understood.

But again, if they bothered to read my tagline, they would realise it's not warm and fluffy, some of it is deep and meaningful.

Some is humour, with the spoofs and silliness. There are scattered food and beauty reviews..

And then there is the brutality of my real every day life struggles.

Or maybe they are hoping to see a photo of me? Hah fat chance!