Ooh that wasn't as bad as I was expecting. I just called up to pay my rent and the £50 extra for the random arrears that pop up with the landlord's whims..
And afterwards she told me it's only about £100 I owe, so two more payments and it's done, until the next time they decide to overcharge me, which is quite often, over the years.
At least a couple of thousand, out of the allocated scope of the housing benefit allowance. Pfft!
Ha!! Thank the heavens. I checked out the course the nitwit advisor pressured me into applying for..
The result? It's not local to me, it's not online. Suck it!! As I repeatedly told him, it's not catered towards me, idiot, try listening next time.
I might just cancel the lunch with Mama. I'm not sure I feel up to it with my stomach churning with the cramps, nausea, dizziness, tiredness, bloatedness, fed-upness.
Oh I didn't know Val Kilmer passed, another one gone. As Barratts have stopped or maybe they aren't in stock, the milkshake lollies..
I just bought the cheap milk ones instead, tastes almost the same, but less sugar which is fine by me and probably heaps cheaper too.
My elbows are a lil dry, that body butter isn't as moisturising as I hoped.
My face is breaking out but that's normal to get pimples. I'm so sick of the scrub beady washes though, I wish I could bin them and buy a normal one but I am not wasting money.
Just got back from lunch with Mama and her besties, they enjoyed the pedicure and her bestie offered to pay but she said her daughter would be offended, pfft yea right.
Would have been glad of one less expense but the bestie was sweet enough to buy us all lunch of which, strangely I had an appetite..
But I forgot to ask for brown bread and I just didn't enjoy the chicken mayo without the usual salad embedded into it.
I probably ate one half of it and skipped the rest but Mama was kind enough to get some veggy pakoras and dessert and even though I'm bloated and stuffed, I had to taste one.
It's fabulously fresh and mild, not too peppery at all. I will munch and savour that probably for dinner.
Even though I think the monthly is finished, I feel wretched today. I'm only in my forties but crikey, I struggled so badly to get dressed and undressed today.
The pain and delicateness is ridiculous. I didn't even do much and I got a seat on the bus coming and going.
I even had a lovely long block of sleep but none of that mattered. I was drained and sensitive.
I feel soothed being under the blankie, what I'll do as the sun seems permanently out now, is switch on the fan, crank up the blankie and try not to boil alive.
My back, legs and feet are overly fragile today, some of my pimples are fading maybe the weekend mask is helping.
I would love to curl up for a much needed nap but there's too much to do.
There's been a newish random for a while HM, but he's kinda self obsessed, he's very entertaining but particularly around pmt time, I'd like a lil understanding and some tlc and he's so matter of fact, back to me type..
So I told him that, it's better we part ways and I found it strange he seemed to think we were closer than it appeared, I don't.
But again he's a good distraction from everyday stress and aches, although I want someone to give it a damn.
He took it well, was very mature about but then the next day, he said Hi as normal lol.
I felt kinda rude ignoring him, so I greeted him back but I told him, not to reconcile.
Oh and there was this sorta doppleganger, he reminded me a lot of someone I'd blocked.
Another completely, me me me character. He thinks I'm his bloody therapist.
The man prattled on and on and boringly on..... About work, grief, women.
I'm not sure he asked anything about me at all or maybe just the basics, good heavens he was dull.
I left him to talk to himself, his favourite person in the world. You'd think he would get the message, apologise and say sorry for hogging the conversation.
I was tempted to say Yea I'll talk to you, first transfer a payment to Amazon, that's your counsellor fee..
Now you can carry on whinging on, because now I'm getting something out of it too!!