#BlogLife779 - Hmm.. All done for now?

Ok I just saw something on the Universal Credit websitey thingy. They said on the 27th October, they will officially tell me how much my first payment will be.

Then on the 31st of October I will receive it. However what is confusing me, is they said, I stated I pay my own rent, does that mean they won't help with the rent costs anymore?

Good grief. It is the most confusing thing ever, every time I discover a new piece of information, I have a thousand more questions.

Why is it designed to be cryptic? I think they implied it will be a monthly payment from now on instead of fortnightly, which I was used too.

What was the money for yesterday supposed to cover? Good heavens, this is doing my brain in.

Maybe they are waiting until I have posted the letter but I still think, they have all the knowledge, prior to me sending it off, anyway.

I told them all about my expenses. I guess next week I will understand it better and see where I stand and how much I will contribute to the rent and bills and food, per month.

I'm still nervous and petrified. I just don't want to think about it anymore.

I've just gotten back from the Market, I think pretty much every bone in my body is aching.

There was no seats, coming or going so I had to stand up and my back in particular is killing me.

I was right, there is no more Post Office locally anymore. It is just a huge library.

I think Ryman's has taken it over, kinda, they seem to scan and photocopy and send off parcels maybe, I'm not sure.

I went in to enquire about the stamps and they sell a book of 8, for £13ish maybe.

I decided to go to the Newsagent and for 6x first class stamps it was £9something, just under a tenner.

I thought purchasing 4, seemed too lil, even though I googlied it and that was the standard.

I don't want to risk the post bouncing back to me, on a deadline so I thought, what the hell, just affix all 6 six stamps to it and it won't matter if it's too much, it will get there at least.

There's still no sign of any appointments, I checked the post and nothing there, so that's it for now, until she looks it over and gets back to me.

Ugh I tried to use the stampcard on Just Eat to get some food and typical it didn't work, I would have only paid a pound for a sandwich and garlic bread and fries.

I'll just make something later. I'm trying to be creative with the sandwiches so I don't get bored.

If they were creamier, it would be more satisfying to eat. I was contemplating, cooking sauces like lemon or a honey and mustard..

Or even a cheese and tomato, I know they are mean't to be stirred into the frying pan but I need something budget friendly that will last a while, that I'll actually savour.

There is a Chicken Tonight, honey mustard that's sweet and tangy, I'll try it, I'm not that keen on mustard unless it's the Americany sweet one.

But it seems like the only white version Iceland stocks, the rest seem spicy or tomato based.