Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to stop bleeding. My cycle has always been weird and unpredictable but this is ridiculous.
I thought it was finally normalising like everyone else, consisting of just a few days..
But now it's back to the beginning where it lasted nearly two frigging weeks!
I thought with the weightloss that it would help impede the flow and symptoms but if anything I feel worse.
My appetite is still different. Never before have I just wanted bland simple food. I crave variety.
I feel like what I used to like before has no place in my tum now. The only meal I enjoy is the breakfast cheese toasties.
For dinner I switch between fish or meat or chicken but it just doesn't taste good anymore.
I'm just tired of feeling this way. I just did another mini Zoom shop as I feel like if I buy a whole load of food to make up the minimum spend I'm going to waste it.
I got some more cheese and bread, toothpaste and wipes and then the lunch deal with sushi and some sprite.
At least I only have to spend £15. I'm binging an old show which never appealed to me when it was first aired.
But now I'm enjoying it. Dr Quinn Medicine Woman. Set in the 60's I think where she faces prejudice as a female and a physician.
It's interesting the remedies she uses and of course the love interest that follows.
I feel my mood shifting where I don't want to do anything or get out of bed but I push myself anyway as I know it will help.
I know that I'm not always going to feel out of sorts, it will pass and improve.
At least there's been minimal nausea and I'm still sleeping deeply which is a rare positive as an insomniac.
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